I often think about writing about MC and to do something about it.
But I recognize there is mental influence to suppress such. I just don't think of it until the day is over.

I had again stimulation of abusing sex the last time but not that strong. It is actually programming. Programming of enthusiasm towards such sex. It is very strong. So the desire towards such sex arises.
But when I deprogram such long time (hours) the desire towards such sex is weak or actually not there even if I challenge it.
I can do the deprogramming because I now know some of the programs used. I noticed them over time.


Yeah, they also tried to program to make me believe I could fly.
I had often dreams with such stuff in it me flying. It is unrealistic that such dreams are from me.
I think you must have your mind run far down to believe you could fly.